
Lately I come across a successful person story... All I know about him is that he is a multimillionaire at a very young age. I cant actually understand what he is doing.. Something to do with the Internet which is something I can't quite comprehend about... haha...
To me a multimillionaire is somebody that has a DREAM & with a brilliant mind, know how to grab their opportunity, persistently & consistently working very hard wisely and made their millions. But I always wonder, do they know what life is? Can they have the wealth as well as balancing with family closeness, good health and a meaningful life? I'm curious... Why there is so many rich ppl get involved w drugs? How does it relate?
Its impressive to be able to make the money that majority don't even dare to think about. And I thought he will be another bachelor that will capture all girls from all corner of the world with his achievement. Which single girls in the world does not moved by him?
I thought because of this one quality in him, I may b moved too? I am not sure why I started reading about him everyday which I usually won't... I'm just too lazy to read about others and most people's life does not interest me... I started to email him short notes almost everyday... I was delighted when I saw the very first simple Valentines Note from me to him was used by him to wish everybody. That delighted me? I know im just like every other girls, wish to be somebody to him? But I don't like the thought of being like every other girls... But the thought of being somebody to him is true... I don't mind to know more about him...
Today I was so emotional after watching the Secret Millionaire. I was crying for awhile after it... Initially I am not sure why? Then after crying, having a short paused in my life & then I realised it wasn't because he is a multimillionaire that moved me, I was moved because I saw who I wanna be in him. Day after day, i read bout him... He stresses so much about his family, his great appreciation and love for his grandma, and now the video show me his true love for the world.. I really really wanna do that... He has the love, care and concern for his family and the world, and that not only comes from the thought, he is living it!
So, I decided to make my life the way my heart want it to be...
THANK YOU for this awakening...
The gal in the picture running happilly, shinningly, worry free
represents the inner me... My path & surrounding can be
gray, but the inner me smiles cheerfully moving forward in
lifes with no fear or worry, but with full of excitement & hopes.
But... but... being the blur me & unoticeable, what happen to my poor pet??? OMG! Almost die... or died di? ? ?
I will learn by being contented with myself, I will take note too
who is with me, making sure they will also shine & colourful
like me... (look at my sheep pet,still got shine with colours
even it seems like dead) Hahaha!!!
Awakening
The Law of Garbage Truck

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger & full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it to you.
Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave & wish them well, say a prayer for them & move on. Don't take their garbage amd spread it to other peopl at work, at home or on the streets. The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day.
Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so... love the people who treat you right. Forgives the ones who don't. We're not always responsible for everything that happens to us, but we are responsible for how we react to what happens. Life is 10% what you make it & 90% how you take it!
Have a wonderful, garbage free day!
Thoughts for The Day

Have Trust in Me
There are times, I feel lost. I don't know where I belong or where I am heading.
At this very moment, I have to remind myself to Go With The Flow and TRUST in Me that I will flow right to where I am born to be.
Forgive Myself
It's ok to make mistakes. It's ok when I fail to do or say the right thing. However, please be reminded that even its ok failing to do or say the right thing at times but never ever do or say the wrong thing intentionally.
Accept Myself
Never hate myself for not being in my imaginary perfection. The way I am though is not as good as my ability or my wish to be who I desire to be, firstly I must accept myself enough to move forward for better. There is nothing wrong with me, I am just ViQi who is improving everyday.
Keep Believing
Everything Happen for a good reason. I realised things that happen allow me to experience life and once i comprehended the meaning behind, my life became much easier for me. It also leads me to the higher form of me. My Blissful Life. Though every circumstances happened weirdly, unfavouringly, uncomfortably, but it never harm me but to awaken my senses, my feelings, my thoughts, my seeing & my response.
Once its comprehended, my wisdom will improve and all the intense, aggresive energy and reaction will subside. This is when my calmness, patiences & compassion reveal.
Keep Believing

Thinking Hard...
What is it that can make my heart smiles?
Remembering...
I remember I smile sweetly being love, care & appreciated by mummy, daddy, mei mei & kor.
Do I want their love, care & appreciation so much?
Yes I do, very much... That's my soul need... while my soulmate yet to be here to give me the love that my soul needed most. :(
What do I miss?
Moments I can actually shine within and share out to the world...
Moments wen I smile inside of me and I looks so beautiful from the outer naturally...
I believe I am more than who I am now.. I believe I am not going to just living through my days this way... I believe I can be good and very very good in anything I have passion in... I am yet to find where I belong... I knew one day I will really be and shine on my real path... Can I be impatient? I feel impatient to actually started my journey... My journey?!
Where & when?
Here? Has it started? Why does everything end half way? Why?
Is my wish to give up? Or Is my wish to move on and change a different path?
What is it that I will not give up and lose passion in it?
What is it that will keep me feeling excited & alive?
What is it?
Where is it?
I am so curious, so so so want to know...
If i am a person who believe I can want what I want..
Turn everything around to the good...
And i am sure i can live RIGHT with integrity... upright manner...
NOW, I fear no one, fear nothing but fear to have a passionless life...
Where does the passion goes? Is there a remedy to it? Or i will have to continue to wait? to let it be? be patient?
I truly want a healthy body and heart... Where I can be energise and cheerful to my life... How amazing all ppl out there? How amazing to be able to live their dreams and creating much more the way they want it to be...
I didn't like to ask how but i am now very curious... IF i know i shouldn't worry about the how to have something, then can i know how i can know wat i want?
I will stop thinking hard and keep believing that the best is yet to come...
Thoughts Become Things
Money
Although many people say "Money isn't Everything", that's only a half-truth.
The truth is "Everything is Money"!
In order to achieve excellence in our health, relationships, happiness & family, we need to be financially secure!
Making money is a game. If you learn the rules of this game, money will flow into your hands.
If you do not, you'll struggle all your life financilly despite working very hard.
The Essence ...
The Essence of Goodness
What has happened is Good
Whatever is happening is also Good.
Whatever is about to happen will also be Good
The Essence of Greed
What is it that you are despairing for?
What is it that you think you have lost?
What did you bring into this world to have lost?
What do you think is yours to take with you when you leave?
The Essence of Detachment
What do you think you have created that is yours to take with you?
What you have taken thus far is only taken from this world.
Hence it was not yours to take or even to give.
As it will remain here long after the taker and giver leave
The Essence of True Wealth
Any possession of yours today will belong to another tomorrow.
Who in turn will have to leave it to another the next day?
Wealth in practice is what you do with what you temporarily have.
Before it is inevitably be taken away from you.
The Essence of Life
That all things will change.
That Change is the ultimate law of the Universe and the objective of Creation. Leaving Him as the only constant in all this Chaos...
and the Chaos in all that appear Constant.



